I don't know why I allow it to infect my mind.
Chew up my vulnerability and swallow my pride.
Let it interfere with every waking thought.
I fucking hate this!
I want to SCREAM!!!!
Screech at the top of my lungs
and cry all the tears of frustration and defeated-ness
I've carried for so long.
In a matter of seconds I thought this
And then it was gone.
I didn't even flinch
As I passed by you with your