I'm at a Loss of What to Do

I'm feeling lonely and at a loss of what to do.

I stand in a room with millions of projects,

things to do,

things that should've been done

things that can be done,

But instead I stand here and do nothing.

I'm at a loss of what to do and I think I know why.

I have a loss of motivation,

Suddenly my mind is captivated by something other than a goal.

I never planned on this happening.

I never would allow it to happen.

But something's taken over,

And I'm standing in this room with a loss of what to do.

I stare at walls with blank minds.

I'm thinking about everything and nothing.

I want something but can't grasp it.

It's not tangible

Or logical.

I'm at a loss of what to do and I think I know why.

I think I'm in love.