Someone once told me that the worst thing you could ever do in life is feel sorry for yourself. With that statement I am turning a new page and thus creating this blog. This blog is not just another fashionista blog about the newest trends or most upcoming designers. And this blog is not just about another model amass the many doing what she can to make her name in the industry. And finally, this blog is not necessarily meant for the masses. This blog is my way of turning a new page, forming a new mindset, and finding my way into whom I was, who I am, and who I want to be. So yes, I will be posting about fashion, and about my adventures in the world of modeling in Miami and beyond. But more so this blog is for me. It is meant to become my small and technological rock. A little hypocritical that I am making a blog open for the world to see and yet here I am saying that this is for me, but hey, everyone’s got a little hypocrisy in them.
At the age of 19 I haven’t done much, but I’ve done more than many peers my age have. With that I have also been through a lot more. I have fought with myself mentally and emotionally about what I want to do, where do I want to go, who do I want to become and what do I want people to see me as. Working as a model your job is to be a chameleon and I have constantly brought that trait into my personal life. Not that that is necessarily bad, but it’s got its negatives for sure. I feel that I have lost a bit of myself however at the same time I have gained so much more. What my goal is here is to regain that part of myself I lost while continuing the momentum I have created towards my future. If I have learned anything in life its that all you have is yourself, and to make your dreams come true you need to know who you are, where you want to go, and come up with a plan to get there. My dream is New York. My plan has brought me to Miami, into the world of modeling and somehow at the school of FIU. As I said before, this blog is my way of finding out who I am. I am not looking to become the next big blogger, and even if I am just typing this for myself that’s ok. But if someone out there does decide to spend their spare time glancing over this, I thank you and I hope to not disappoint. If you have gotten this far in my lengthy self indulgent opening I apology and I promise, I’m not always this vein.