Facial Irrelevance

When I think of myself I don't see a face.
I don't see brown eyes
And I don't see red hair.

When I think of myself I lose the image and feel an energy
I see a woman finding herself in brief instances of time
I see moments that go unnoticed as the most enlightening in my life

When I think of myself I lose the past and the present and get lost in the future
I see a buildup of energy that's waiting to explode
I see hope and drive that's unwilling to let go.

When I think of myself I forget about Ashley Garner
And see a human soul.